أفكار ...أفكار

أفكار كثيرة تلح علي في الفترة الماضية

والفكرة الأكبر هي لماذا هجرت اللغة العربية الفصحى واتجهت للعامية؟

في الماضي كنت أتكلم الفصحى بطلاقة ولا أحتاج للتفكير في الجمل التي أريد أن أعبر فيها عن نفسي

لكن الآن أشعر إنني إذا أردت إيصال فكرة معينة بالفصحى أحتاج لوقت طويل حتى أستظيع صياغتها بالطريقة المطلوبة

لكن أعتقد أن لغتي كركوب الدراجة

لاتنسى حتى لو ركنت في الزاوية لفترة من الزمن

ما أن قررت أن أبدأ باستعمالها وجدت المفردات المحببة تعود للساني من تلقاء نفسها

والاقتباسات القديمة من الأمثال وأبيات الشعر المشهورة تزخرف الجمل وتضيف إليها

شعرت بلغتي كصديق حميم سافر ليعود بعد زمن

وكم فرحت لعودته

مادامت هذه مدونتي وأنا أدون فيها ما يجول في خاطري

فلأكتب بالفصحى

ألا يحق لي هذا؟

Room Decorating

I redecorate my room months ago, and still didn't finish.

I had a specific look in my mind, but this look really coasts money here. I was looking for a modern look in my furniture but it's really expensive here.
This look can be found here in Qatar in only two places, The One and ID Design, which I really like, but I am out of money now and still there are missing things in the room that I can't buy yet.

I am in a strict budget now, so I have to decide which is important to buy, and I am sure that a desk chair is more important that the curtains now, so I can use my computer and get back to drawing, I didn't do for a long time.





And I am planing this month to spend money really carefully, I found myself spending without controlling, and I will travel on my vacation to London and Praise so I need really tones of money to spend there.


I am planing too to travel to Japan on April next year, to catch up with the Saukra season, and of course if I am traveling I have to take someone with me, and I am sure it's gonna be my brother which I have to pay for his trip too. Still not sure if he can stay away from his family for two weeks, but I'm gonna make him. Evil me.


Still watching Gossip Girl season two and I am watching also Keeping Up with the Kardashians, which all my family is watching and I really want to know what they are talking about when they are discussing it. Still can't love the show as they do but maybe with time, I don't know.

Scrubs

I really love this show, it's one of my favourite shows.

It was like the best until season 8 finished
But then why did they have to made season 9??



It's not Scrubs if JD isn't there people
Yeah the new characters are funny and blah blah but they are not JD

I love to see the messed up relation ship between all the characters

You could make a new show call it Med School, this can a be good idea, start a new show without destroying the old one

Well I bought any way and I'm gonna watch to the end
But if you didn't buy it yet don't bother yourself
Just stop until season 8

Ugly Betty

I am watching Ugly Betty these days, and I am feeling like it's my guilty pleasure.

Feeling a little shame telling my friend that I like this show, cuz it won't be getting to her really hard taste (which I totally like) but I can NOT watching it.

I think there is something about the colors and clothes that attract me to it, even though that I didn't like it that much when I first watched it.

I bought the whole seires from the net, and I am watching it again, and I think it's really better on DVD and on the BIG TV screen than watching it downloaded from the net on the laptop screen.

I reached the forth and the final season, and I think I will start watching Scrubs the ninth and the final season as soon as I finish this. Why most of the shows I like finished? This is sucks

Well have to go to work now, and still can't find the energy to drag myself to it.

Thoughts

. Last week I had to take my cat to the vet, she was little bet sick and vomiting all over the place. She had to stay there for the night, and I went the other day to pick her up. They told me there she is OK, thank GOD.
I really missed her that day and couldn't sleep well that night without her by my side on the bed.

My friend saying this is a bad thing to attach this much to my cat, cuz we know she wont be here forever, but I can't help myself. After having her for 7 years I can't not to miss her.

. These last days I am getting depressed, and I don't know why. Well I know why but I can't talk about it. Sometimes I am having this thought, kill yourself and you will finally find the piece you were searching for all of your life.

. Yesterday I went to my friend's brother wedding party. Everything was perfect except the people there. I am wondering why this strange attitude to complete strangers you don't know. Girls here having this strange look, if they don't know you they will give you the look from up to down, still don't know why..
I know this is shallow, but when will be there the time that people stop being that shallow and stop looking at your bad brand or which shoes you are wearing today. This is stupid, grow up people..

. Today I am feeling sick and didn't go to work. I lost my passion to work, cuz I am feeling like I am a machine, they order the drawing they want and I am drawing them, without thinking at all. This made me sick of my job and I am thinking seriously of changing it. But when am I going to find a place that give me the same salary as here ??

. Getting addict to buy things through line, specially the netaporter.com, can't stop myself from checking the site everyday looking for new things to buy. My sister threading me by sending me to a rehab or cutting my credit card.

Everyone got the iPhone 4 except me, I really want it but I can't afford it now, I have other priority. If I am having it as a gift I won't mind, get the hint people. Other hint, iPad would be nice too.

Coloring With Copic Markers

I always wanted to try coloring with Copic Markers since I bought that tutorial book when I was in college. And at that time sure I couldn't try them, cuz I was only a student with a simple allowance that barley enough for my daily needs.

When I became a working girl ^^ I could afford them and got them with every thing else, like their special pens and papers.

I had to try them many times and read many tutorials to get them right. But they really worth every penny and second I spent on them.

They are like the greatest coloring markers ever, and I can't wait to try all the technique I read about in the tutorial book, but now I don't have the time, but sure in the future I will.

I want to make more videos like this one, so I went the other day to buy a tripod, but the one I liked was little expensive =_=

And buy checking this video you will notice that I am a lefty. I love being a left handed, but when I was a kid it brought lots of troubles in school. I don't know what is wrong with people here thinking that the only good thing is the right one @_@. So the teachers used to yell at me trying to force me to write with the right hand, saying that the devil is writing with me when I am using the left hand.

But for sure I didn't believe them, and didn't do what they asked me to. I grew up in a family half of them are left handed, my Grandma, my uncle, and half of my sisters and brothers are left handed.. what is the wrong here??

Still can't understand them =_=

The Witch and the Swan Princess

So finally I attended the play yesterday. ^^ FINALLY

After all these months and listing only to the music and seeing pictures, and order tones of stuff from the internet, finally the project came together as this huge play.

This play is the first play that use the 3D screen in the middle east and in Qatar, and I hope after this play people will think more of the theater and start respecting it more than before.

I wanted to attend the rehearsal but unfortunately I didn't have the chance, and all my friends said that I missed a lot. I felt sorry >_<>

I attended the play with my sisters and cousins and friends, we screamed, laughed and clapped for every scenic in the play. It shows Abdullah's big effort in it.

I can't describe it enough, I felt like I am watching a disney show or something.

Can't wait for the DVD, and I already bought the sound track CD.

أعلان مسرحية الساحرة والأميرة البجعة

So the AD is finally here, please people attend the play and support Abduallah in his project.

It's Jungle Out There

It's a jungle out there

Disorder and confusion everywhere

No one seems to care

Well I do

Hey, who's in charge here?

It's a jungle out there

Poison in the very air we breathe

Do you know what's in the water that you drink?

Well I do, and it's amazing

People think I'm crazy, 'cause I worry all the time

If you paid attention, you'd be worried too

You better pay attention

Or this world we love so much might just kill you

I could be wrong now, but I don't think so!

'Cause there's a jungle out there.

It's a jungle out there

I got inspired for this painting when I was watching Monk the other day.

Even though that I am almost in my mid thirty, I feel that I didn't live my life yet.

There are lot's of things I want to do, but I am feeling that I am a prisoner behind the doors and walls, that my parents build around me.

In their mind they are protecting me, but this is overprotection, This is wrong.

When I will have my chance to live ?? If it's not now then when??

This girl here represent me, but most of girls I know who saw this painting said they have the same feeling..

So I am dedicating this painting to all the girls out there who their families keeping them locked away behind house's doors away from the world.. the world who they let us picturing it as a jungle and won't let us explore it..

This is to you all..

Gibberish

It's really nice when you can speak two or more languages.

I know Arabic, English and little Japanese. Well most people I know are like me.

But what I really hate is the writing.

I can read Arabic and I can read English, but this gibberish I can't. I hate it when people combine Arabic words with English letters..

Why they are doing that?? Thinking it makes them looks smart?? Oh look at us.. we can't use Arabic keyboard, it's too hard on us.

I believe they call this kind of writing the Chat writing, and I know that people invented this kind of writing, cuz many live in foreign countries and they don't have supported Arabic computers, so they used to use this language.

But that was in the past, when the computers used to be simple, so why still using it?

And what about the people who live in their countries?? They don't need to use this kind of writing, why keep using it?

When I come across this writing, I ignore it and skip to the Arabic parts which I can understand easily. And when people SMS me, I refuse to read unless it was Arabic or English, cuz if I tried to read it, I am going to spend more than five minutes @_@

Please people stop using this awful mixing between two beautiful languages. And trust me, it's not making you look smart and educated at all.

So Loud

I hate loud noises >_<

When I am at work, and everyone talking to me at the same time asking me for tasks and things to do, I feel like I am going to cry. I can't concentrate like this, even though I am a multi tasking person.

When I am sitting peacefully in my room, hearing nothing but my own thoughts, this is the greatest moment in the day. After a long day at work, I really prefer sitting alone in my room than sitting with my family which I didn't see the whole day.

If there are planets for sale, for sure I am going to buy one for me, a small one that include a small house and a tiny field full with roses and sun flowers. You know that little planet you start with in Mario Galaxy Wii game?? This will be my planet.

I can read the whole day there, or I can paint, and when I want something I can travel in my little space ship to the mall planet and get what I need then get back to mine.

But I have to think of ways to keep annoying people away from me. Maybe a guard space dog, or I can pay some security company to make patrols around my planet to keep everyone away from me.

Dreams will never come true, I know. Until that I have my small room.

Lonley

Sitting in front the big screen, staring at the blinking marker, thinking what do I want to write about?

I feel that there is a lot to say and tell but I don't know where to start or how to start.

After watching Julie and Julia the movie I got this erg that I want to start writing in my blog, that there might be someone like to read what I want to say.

After fooling around with other blogs sites, I came back to my old one. It's like an old friend that you know for a long time and missed him so much, and when you met again you have lots to catch up with.

Miss you my Blog ^^

@_@

I can't belive that it have been almost ten days in Bahrain, the time is really passing sooo fast..

I didn't have enough of my family and cousins

>_<>_< but poor me I will be the only person who attend to work everyday

I can take a vecation, but the time in Ramadan pass quicker than normal days, and working hours are less, so I think it would be a waste to use my leaving days.

@_@ I have to start packing my bags..

Bahrain

I know that a summer vecation in Bahrain is not counting as a vecation, but as long as you have a family here ^^ you will have a good time no matter what.

I love coming here everysummer, to catch up with the family and look to thier children and how big and tall they got @_@ in the last year.

Oh my GOD, some of them are taller than me, what the kids eat these days??? I wasn't that tall when I was in thier age, I am not that tall and I am in my age >_<>_< and my cat but I am going back to Qatar on Tuseday, and still have a week left from the vecation so I can relax at home and catch up with my painting and the tower of animes and mangas that I didn't read or watch yet.

Happy Summer Vecation to you all people ^^

Looking forward for winter vecation @_@

I didn't write anything here for a long time..
Maybe cuz I am concentrating on my DA account..

But I will try to write here more..

And I am saying I will TRY
I can't promiss

@_@